Eight Weeks

This week I'm eight weeks pregnant. I go back a week from Wednesday for another ultrasound, my second. The tech said that I should just have another one because of my advanced maternal age but I am nervous anyway. I am trying to be faithful and trust that everything will be okay but it's challenging for me. I have a LOT of time to think and worry, since I'm up all the damned time. I would post the picture of the ultrasound but really? Just picture a cotton ball and that's what it looks like.